I’m at a Loss for Words & It’s Okay

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I’m finding myself at a loss for words, and the funny thing is …it’s okay! The last thing I need is to be heard.

Truthfully, my head is all over the place! My company is shut down. I take great pride in leading a team of over 150 amazing people. Each of them so special in their own way. They have all been laid off. My heart has been broken over and over. It’s my responsibility to give them pathways to their dreams. Yet, I’m spinning in circles trying to understand how I can help and yet… I feel helpless. Hours on hold for unemployment, and yet…they hang upon us. There’s so much suffering. I’m at a loss for words.

I go into the woods. I pray. I call their names to You one by one praying over all of our families. I know You hear me.

I want to hear what You would say. Word of God speak to me. Would you pour down like rain? Washing my eyes to see Your majesty. I simply cannot catch my breath. But, I know…YOU are there! I feel You every step of the way. It’s hard.

I hear You clearly… Be still and know!

Please let me stay and rest in your holiness. 🙏

I’m finding myself in the midst of You. Beyond the music, beyond the noise…All that I need is to be with You. It’s in the quiet I hear Your voice. Take this world from me. I know I’m covered by your love. I’m a child of the risen Lord.

The days are long, and sleep is short. Dreams are crazy and nights uncertain. Yet I know…My heart is spoken for, and I have peace. Each day You are giving us all that we need to be filled back up in order to be a light for You. Lead, guide, and direct us.

You have flattened all nations. This is our time to shine brightly for You. Today and every day, I pray for Your will. I pray for understanding. Help us rest in Your holiness. Thank you for our many blessings. We will praise You in the storm for the sunrise awaits.

“Be still, and know that I am God.
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth!” Psalm 46:10

I’m at a loss for words, and it’s ok!
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